.....that I wrap my arms around Jerry, feel is soft and furry fleece and see those big blues. I’m going to want to squeeze and not let go. Help! Don’t know how I’ll respond. Can’t fall apart because he won’t understand and that will confuse him. Our doctor says he’ll have no concept of time and won’t realize how long it’s been since I’ve been there. She says I don’t need to feel obligated to stay long. YEAH RIGHT! They are probably going to have to tear me away!